Falling apart world spinning earth crumbles around me all alone no home daughter crying feel like dying I need you now more then ever screaming for help clawing my way out of this hole slipping deeper downward into this spiral I go unable to see the way out
Heart shattered, pieces scattered, you closed the door to your heart, as my life fell apart, spiraling downward deeper, deeper into the darkness deeper, without you I am nothing, you made me something, special in your eyes I felt, these cards of fate I was delt, lost everything that was special to me, darkness consumes me unable to see
So alone in my time of need no one to plant the seed a seed of hope in this darkness a glimmer of light is all I need guide me thru the shadows that consume me I gasp for air weight crushing down I scream for you to be near the more I try the further you are keeping your distance as to protect yourself watching me sink as I fade away into the dark abyss
Torn apart insides ripping heart breaking all I asked for was hope now im stuck a stick in the mud wanting to move forward seems like going backwards never-ending turmoil in my head thoughts fleeting heart racing hands shaking
Me and my best friend we share this bond so strong and true, they know what im feeling or thinking even before I do, me and my best friend so far apart, but we are so close in eachothers heart
Missing you I miss your gentle touch the way your fingers glide across my smooth skin I miss your soft kisses the way they make me feel I miss your cuddles knowing im safe in your arms I miss the way you make me smile mostly I just miss you
You stole my heart its hard to be apart feelings of sadness when im without you when your here with me my soul is at peace you are the missing puzzle of my heart without you im not complete
Falling apart world spinning earth crumbles around me all alone no home daughter crying feel like dying I need you now more then ever screaming for help clawing my way out of this hole slipping deeper downward into this spiral I go unable to see the way out
Heart shattered, pieces scattered, you closed the door to your heart, as my life fell apart, spiraling downward deeper, deeper into the darkness deeper, without you I am nothing, you made me something, special in your eyes I felt, these cards of fate I was delt, lost everything that was special to me, darkness consumes me unable to see
So alone in my time of need no one to plant the seed a seed of hope in this darkness a glimmer of light is all I need guide me thru the shadows that consume me I gasp for air weight crushing down I scream for you to be near the more I try the further you are keeping your distance as to protect yourself watching me sink as I fade away into the dark abyss
Torn apart insides ripping heart breaking all I asked for was hope now im stuck a stick in the mud wanting to move forward seems like going backwards never-ending turmoil in my head thoughts fleeting heart racing hands shaking
Me and my best friend we share this bond so strong and true, they know what im feeling or thinking even before I do, me and my best friend so far apart, but we are so close in eachothers heart
Missing you I miss your gentle touch the way your fingers glide across my smooth skin I miss your soft kisses the way they make me feel I miss your cuddles knowing im safe in your arms I miss the way you make me smile mostly I just miss you
You stole my heart its hard to be apart feelings of sadness when im without you when your here with me my soul is at peace you are the missing puzzle of my heart without you im not complete
I believe in magic because in this world of science, technology and mundane routine; love is our magic.
It can change the way we see our world, filling our eyes with color. It can change our actions open or close doors, pointing the way to destination unknown.
As long as I live and breath love will be the magic I always believe in.
You breathed life into me, and for a time I felt alive.
The warmth from your skin, and the sweat of your body.
The wetness of your kiss, brought me alive to experience this bliss.
The ocean between your legs, the waves crashing in and out. The beach moist and warm.
Then you threw me out to sea, then you left me, and I started to rot away again.
Empty inside and petrified, alone and terrified.
Knowing the darkness would consume me again, knowing your lovely voice wasn't there to drown out the others.
I don't think I can climb out of this darkness again.
I hope I can meet someone who can bring me back to life again.
Someone whose overcome t
Dear diary, alot of complications are going on in my thought was perfect life. Where do I begin last week I had to tell one of my best friends/brother that he couldnt stay with me any more then proceed to get evicted anyway. Ex finally got a place and moved out yay. Babys daddy decided he was going to take her until I found a place ok good for her being taoen care if until then but not being able to hold her see her is killing me especially this mother's day. Looking for a place and getting nothing so far. Then by some miricle ex calls and says I can stay there as long as I clean rent free he owes me that much for helping him when he needed i